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* i thought him leaving would ruin my whole summer, but i'm realizing him leaving is only making me a stronger person. sure maybe i started crying when i came upon those old voicemail's he left on my phone, yeah maybe i put on a smile just to hide the emptiness inside, but he's only giving me something to look forward to in half a year. when he returns if he returns back to me i'll tell him how i really feel, if he doesn't then i've got memories to look back on. but i'm going to be strong, i'll move on. god will help me through all this.
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I'm never going to show you how broken I am inside. I'm never going to show you how I need you in my life. You'll never hear me say that I miss you Or find out that you're the reason why I cry. You'll never catch me... Because you'll never see me fall. I'm just going to keep everything inside And smile through all the pain And even though I'm breaking down, I'll always manage to stay sane. I'll never show you what you want to see. I'm never going to let you see through me. | | |
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i may not be with him, but he's still my world. he's still the one thing worth holding onto. the true test of love is no matter how long you two go without talking, he will always find a way back into your heart . no matter how hard you try to forget him, you can't. it's the little things that mean the most, but break your heart all the same. it's those times when a song comes on & immediately you cry missing him, wanting him, needing him . Just wishing he thinks about you, and he has never forgot the memories you t.w.o have, means everything . Just the small thought of maybe, just maybe there might be an "us" give you the strength to hold on that much longer. you never realize how much you love something until you lose it , and you're one of the lucky ones if you get it back. | | |
| why does he call at 3 in the morning drunk just to say a bunch of things he knows he won't remember later on? | | |
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